Color. Culture.Money.Beauty

Kellie's Castle

2012-01-10T16:10:00.019+08:00

Kellie's Castle (sometimes also called Kellie's Folly) is located near Batu Gajah, and is about 20 minutes' drive from Ipoh, Perak,Malaysia. The unfinished, ruined mansion, was built by a Scottish planter named William Kellie Smith in 1915. According to differing accounts, it was either a gift for his wife or a home for his son. Because this is an unfinished building, there's nothing much you can see inside the building. Here are some pictures I took from the castle.

Location (mark as A) from maps.google.com

Front view

Side View

At the back of the castle

The old Kellas House behind the castle

Part of the old Kellas House

The Walkway

Source: Wikipedia

Saya Budak Baru Belajar

2012-01-06T08:41:00.007+08:00

Do I look like an idiot?

2011-10-05T08:45:00.001+08:00

Investment

2011-09-07T20:49:00.004+08:00

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow." You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today!

Satu Jam Saja..

2011-09-07T10:53:00.001+08:00

Life lesson

2011-08-31T17:23:00.005+08:00

1. Don't take anyone for granted
2. Be honest, always
3. Enjoy the moment
4. Be humble
5. Have an amazing hair cut

Salam Aidilfitri

2011-08-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

Di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri buat semua blogger dan sesiapa sahaja yang membaca entry ni. Mohon Maaf Zahir & Batin atas segala kesilapan dan kesalahan sama ada yang sengaja atau tidak disengajakan. Semoga Aidilfitri kali ini memeberi penuh makna buat anda sekeluarga. :)

Kawasan Speed Trap Ops Sikap 2011

2011-08-26T23:42:00.005+08:00

Kepada yang memandu pulang ke kampung halaman sempena Hari Raya ini, di bawah adalah senarai kawasan perangkap had laju Ops Sikap 2011. Semoga dapat membantu anda berjimat. :)

Central
KM 15 jalan KL-RAWANG-KL HAD LAJU 90KM/J Gombak (Selayang)
KM 32 L/RAYA KL-KARAK HAD LAJU 90KM/J Gombak (Selayang)
KM 433 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Gombak (Selayang)
KM 444 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Gombak (Selayang)
KM 447 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Gombak (Selayang)
KM 400 L/RATA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Hulu Selangor (KKB)
KM 13 L/RAYA CHERAS KAJANG HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kajang (H/Langat)
KM 289 L/RAYA JB-KL-JB HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kajang (H/Langat)
JALAN IPOH HAD LAJU 80KM/J Kuala Lumpur
JALAN MAHAMERU HAD LAJU 80KM/J Kuala Lumpur
KM 6.2 KL-SBN H'WAY HAD LAJU 80KM/J Kuala Lumpur
MRR2 BKT JALIL HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kuala Lumpur
KM 59 T/INTAN-KLANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Sabak Bernam
KM 62 T/INTAN-KLANG HAD LAJU 80KM/J Sabak Bernam
KM 64 T/INTAN-KLANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Sabak Bernam
KM 11 NKVE HAD LAJU 110KM/J Shah Alam
KM 5.5 L/RAYA ELITE HAD LAJU 90KM/J Subang Jaya
KM 8.5 L/RAYA ELITE HAD LAJU 90KM/J Subang Jaya
KM 35 L/RAYA KESAS HAD LAJU 90KM/J Subang Jaya
KM 44 L/RAYA KESAS HAD LAJU 90KM/J Subang Jaya

Upper North
KM 13.2 K/PERLIS-CLN HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kangar
KM 13.4 K/PERLIS-CLN HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kangar
KM 8 JALAN KULIM MAHANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kulim
KM 72 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Pendang
KM 12.6 BORR BAGAN AJAM HAD LAJU 80KM/J SPU (Butterworth)

Lower North
KM 23 jalan IPOH-LUMUT HAD LAJU-90KM/J Batu Gajah (Kinta)
KM 6 TK INTAN-BIDOR HAD LAJU 60KM/J Hilir Perak (T/Intan)
KM 6 TK INTAN-S/BERNAM HAD LAJU 60KM/J Hilir Perak (T/Intan)
KM 19 T/INTAN-BIDOR HAD LAJU 60KM/J Hilir Perak (T/Intan)
KM 58 IPOH-T/INTAN HAD LAJU 60KM/J Hilir Perak (T/Intan)
jalan TASEK IPOH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Ipoh
KM 11.5 jalan IPOH-C.HIGHLANDS HAD LAJU 60KM/J Ipoh
KM 32 jalan IPOH-KL HAD LAJU 80KM/J Kampar (Kinta)
KM 301 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kampar (Kinta)
KM 26.5 jalan IPOH-K/KANGSAR HAD LAJU 60KM/J SSU (K/Kangsar)
KM 77 IPOH-GRIK HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kuala Kangsar
KM 239.7 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kuala Kangsar
KM 38 jalan IPOH-LUMUT HAD LAJU 90KM/J Perak Tengah
KM 365 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Slim River (B/Padang)
KM 388 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Slim River (B/Padang)
KM 214.7 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Taiping (L/Matang)
KM 223.8 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Taiping (L/Matang)
KM 10 jalan BIDOR-T/INTAN HAD LAJU 60KM/J Tapah (B/Padang)
KM 46 jalan IPOH-T/INTAN HAD LAJU 60KM/J Tapah (B/Padang)
KM 81 jalan IPOH-KL HAD LAJU 60KM/J Tapah (B/Padang)
KM 339 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Tapah (B/Padang)

East Coast
KM 40 L/RAYA KL-KARAK HAD LAJU 90KM/J Bentong
KM 45 L/RAYA KL-KARAK HAD LAJU 90KM/J Bentong
KM 64.6 L/RAYA KL-KARAK HAD LAJU 90KM/J Bentong
KM 66 jalan K/TRG-KTN HAD LAJU 70KM/J Dungun
KM 120 K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 90KM/J Gua Musang
KM 123 K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 80KM/J Gua Musang
KM 97 jalan K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kuala Krai
KM 98 K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kuala Krai
KM 14 jalan LIPIS-MERAPOH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Lipis
KM 41 jalan LIPIS-MERAPOH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Lipis
KM 21 jalan KUANTAN-GAMABANG HAD LAJU 80KM/J Kuantan
KM 197 jalan KTN/KTRG HAD LAJU 90KM/J Kuantan
KM 33 jalan K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Machang
KM 50 jalan K/BHARU-G/MUSANG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Machang
KM 30.5 jalan K/BHARU-TERENGGANU HAD LAJU 60KM/J Pasir Putih
KM 334-333 jalan K/L-K/B HAD LAJU-80KM/J Raub
KM 349-348 jalan K/L-K/B HAD LAJU-80KM/J Raub
KM 73 jalan K/BHARU-JELI HAD LAJU 70KM/J Tanah Merah
KM 41 JERANTUT-TEMERLOH HAD LAJU 90KM/J Temerloh
KM 42 JERANTUT-TEMERLOH HAD LAJU 90KM/J Temerloh
KM 101 LPT KTN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Temerloh
KM 126 jalan KTN-KL-TEMERLOH HAD LAJU 60KM/J Temerloh

Upper South
KM 209 L/RAYA KL-JB HAD LAJU 90KM/J Alor Gajah
KM 178 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Jasin
KM 181 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Jasin
KM 4 jalan MELANG-K/PILAH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Pilah
KM 32 jalan SEREMBAN-K/PILAH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Pilah
KM 5 jalan MALIM-MELAKA HAD LAJU 70KM/J Melaka Tengah
KM 12 A/KEROH-MELAKA HAD LAJU 80KM/J Melaka Tengah
KM 4 jalan SBAN-PILAH (PETRONAS) HAD LAJU 70KM/J Seremban
KM 250 L/RAYA KL-JB HAD LAJU 110KM/J Seremban
KM 256 L/RAYA JB-KL HAD LAJU 110KM/J Seremban
KM 268 L/RAYA KL-JB-KL HAD LAJU 90KM/J Seremban

Mid & Lower South
KM 100 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Batu Pahat
KM 12 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 13 jalan J/BHARU-SENAI HAD LAJU 80KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 21 J/BAHRU-PTN HAD LAJU 70KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 14 J/BAHRU-ULU TIRAM HAD LAJU 70KM/J Johor Bahru
KM 15 jalan KLUANG-T.W.HENG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kluang
KM 37 J/BAHRU-MERSING HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kota Tinggi
KM 44 J/BAHRU-MERSING HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kota Tinggi
KM 19 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 31 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 46 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 49 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 170 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 90KM/J Ledang
KM 172 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Ledang
KM 9 jalan MUAR-MELAKA-KESANG HAD LAJU-80KM/J Muar
KM 236 L/RAYA J/B-KL HAD LAJU 110KM/J Rembau
KM 135 jalan J/B-SEREMBAN-CHAAH HAD LAJU 60KM/J Segamat

Upper South
KM 209 L/RAYA KL-JB HAD LAJU 90KM/J Alor Gajah
KM 178 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Jasin
KM 181 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Jasin
KM 4 jalan MELANG-K/PILAH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Pilah
KM 32 jalan SEREMBAN-K/PILAH HAD LAJU 70KM/J Kuala Pilah
KM 5 jalan MALIM-MELAKA HAD LAJU 70KM/J Melaka Tengah
KM 12 A/KEROH-MELAKA HAD LAJU 80KM/J Melaka Tengah
KM 4 jalan SBAN-PILAH (PETRONAS) HAD LAJU 70KM/J Seremban
KM 250 L/RAYA KL-JB HAD LAJU 110KM/J Seremban
KM 256 L/RAYA JB-KL HAD LAJU 110KM/J Seremban
KM 268 L/RAYA KL-JB-KL HAD LAJU 90KM/J Seremban

Mid & Lower South
KM 100 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Batu Pahat
KM 12 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 13 jalan J/BHARU-SENAI HAD LAJU 80KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 21 J/BAHRU-PTN HAD LAJU 70KM/J Johor Bahru Utara
KM 14 J/BAHRU-ULU TIRAM HAD LAJU 70KM/J Johor Bahru
KM 15 jalan KLUANG-T.W.HENG HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kluang
KM 37 J/BAHRU-MERSING HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kota Tinggi
KM 44 J/BAHRU-MERSING HAD LAJU 60KM/J Kota Tinggi
KM 19 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 31 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 46 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 49 L/RAYA UTARA-SELATAN HAD LAJU 110KM/J Kulai Jaya
KM 170 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 90KM/J Ledang
KM 172 L/RAYA HAD LAJU 110KM/J Ledang
KM 9 jalan MUAR-MELAKA-KESANG HAD LAJU-80KM/J Muar
KM 236 L/RAYA J/B-KL HAD LAJU 110KM/J Rembau
KM 135 jalan J/B-SEREMBAN-CHAAH HAD LAJU 60KM/J Segamat

It's Just Like That

2011-08-25T18:16:00.003+08:00

Me: Hi Honey
Girlfriend: Hi
Me: Did you notice something different?
Girlfriend: What?
Me: You didn't notice?
Girlfriend: WHAT?
Me: I Change my letter color!
Girlfriend: Oh, that...
Me: It's nice?
Girlfriend: Yeah... it's nice?
Me: What is happening with you?
Girlfriend: What?
Me: YOU CAME HERE, YOU SEND ME A HI, YOU DIDN'T NOTICE THAT I
CHANGE MY LETTER COLOR...
Girlfriend: But...
Me: WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH YOU?! YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE
IS THAT ALL ABOUT?
Girlfriend: WTF! What's happening?
Me: Nothing, I just wanna to show you how is a PMS. Wanna go out
tomorrow?

Via Sloganmaker

2011-08-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

Badrul is so amazing!

http://sloganmaker.com/

It's the little things in life

2011-06-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

50 Questions That Will Free Your Mind

2011-06-05T11:18:00.003+08:00

These questions have no right or wrong answers.
Because sometimes asking the right a question is the answer.

How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
Which is worse, failing or never trying?
If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
Why are you, you?
Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
What are you most grateful for?
Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
Has your greatest fear ever come true?
Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
If not now, then when?
If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?

This Is Your LIFE

2011-06-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

Voices

2011-05-31T16:46:00.001+08:00

You know that ringing sound that you will perceive when you are in a very quiet area? Some people say this is an auditory-illusion brought about the ear's inability to detect frequencies below the threshold of the human senses. This is completely wrong. That ringing covers up something else altogether. If you are quick, patient, and maybe a little lucky, you will be able to hear past the ringing. What you will hear are voices whispering to each other. They will silence themselves quickly but with practice, you will become more adept at catching and interpreting what they are saying. You will hear things of the past, the present, and the future. However, you must be careful. Because there is no such thing as a voice without a body.

And when you start noticing them, they will start noticing you.

It's My Life

2011-05-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

2011-05-24T21:59:00.001+08:00

A Doctor In The Hospital

2011-05-18T13:50:00.004+08:00

This is not a book title. I spent 3 days in the ward last week because of AGE. Yes, gastroenteritis that caused severe diarrhea. It is the most horrific experience I've ever gone through. My hand turned blue, I got fever with chills and almost go into hypovoleamic shock. So people, eat safe foods! Be paticular in choosing restaurant especially in the area you're not familiar with. You don't want to get diarrhea!

Friday! Friday!

2011-05-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

IKEA vs Apple

2011-02-01T21:58:00.005+08:00

Click the image to enlarge

Via: Fixr

World Economic Models... Explained by Cows

2011-01-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

Socialism
You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbor.

Communism
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk.

Fascism
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk.

Nazism
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you.

Bureucratism
You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other and then throws the milk away

Traditional Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.

American Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyze why the cow has dropped dead.

Enron Venture Capitalism
You have 2 cows.You sell three of them to your publicly listed company using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank, then execute a debt/equity swap with an associated general offer so that you get all four cows back, with tax exemption for five cows.The milk rights of the six cows are transferred via an intermediary to a Cayman Island Company secretly owned by the majority shareholder who sells the rights to all seven cows back to your listed company. The annual report says the company owns eight cows, with and option on one more. You sell one cow to buy a new president of the United States, leaving you with nine cows. No balance sheet provided with the release. The public then buys your bull.

Andersen Model Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You shred them

French Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You go on strike, organize a riot and block the roads
because you want 3 cows.

Japanese Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You redesign them so they are 1/10 the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create a clever cow cartoon image called 'Cowkimon'and market it worldwide.

German Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You re-engineer them so they live for 100 years, eat
once a month and milk themselves.

Italian Capitalism
You have 2 cows, but you don't know where they are. You decide to
have lunch.

Russian Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You count them and learn that you have 5 cows. You count again and learn you have 42 cows. You count again and learn you have 2 cows. You open another bottle of vodka.

Swiss Capitalism
You have 5000 cows. None of them belong to you. You charge the
owners for storing them.

Chinese Capitalism
You have 2 cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim that you have full employment and high bovine productivity. You arrest the newsman who reports otherwise.

Indian Captialism
You have 2 cows. You worship them.

British Capitalism
You have 2 cows. Both are mad.

Iraqi Capitalism
Everyone thinks you have many cows. You tell them you have none but they don't believe you and bomb the shit out of your country. You still have no cows but at least you are part of a democracy

New Zealand Capitalism
You have 2 cows.The one on the left is looking pretty sexy

Australian Capitalism
You have 2 cows. Business seems good. You close the office and go for a few celebratory beers.

People and Things

2010-11-17T16:08:00.003+08:00

People were created to be loved

Things were created to be used

The reasons why the world is in CHAOS

is because Things are being loved,

and people are being Used.

6.9 Billion??? I want to be a Billionaire so freaking bad..

2010-11-04T20:23:00.001+08:00

see more Funny Graphs

Benefits of Smoking

2010-10-16T16:03:00.003+08:00

How To Be Alone

2010-09-06T18:37:00.005+08:00

Why can't I walk across the lake?

2010-08-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

Wiremu, had long heard the stories of an amazing family tradition.

It seems that his father, grandfather and great-grandfather had all been
able to walk on water on their 18th birthday. On that special day, they'd
each walked across the lake to the tavern on the far side for their first legal
drink.

So when Wiremu's 18th birthday came 'round, he and his pal Rangi, took a
boat out to the middle of the lake, Wiremu, stepped out of the boat ...and
nearly drowned! Rangi, just barely managed to pull him to safety.

Furious and confused, Wiremu went to see his grandmother.

'Grandma,' he asked, "It's my 18th birthday, so why can't I walk 'cross
the lake like my father, his father, and his father before him?"

Granny looked deeply into Wiremu's, troubled brown eyes and said,

"Because your father, your grandfather and your great grandfather were all born in July
when the lake is frozen, and you were born in December, you nit-wit.............."

I've underestimated my charms

2010-08-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

Badrul: woit
Badrul: hang dok mana la ni?
Mr A: Penang
Badrul: bukan bini keja kat sarawak ka?
Mr A: aha
Mr A: dok jauhla
Mr A: lancau kenduri aku x balik pun
Badrul: aku ingat hang pi dok sana
Badrul: aku takdan dowh
Badrul: byk keja ni
Badrul: nanti hg kawin lagi sekali aku pi la
Mr A: lancau
Mr A: Devil(emoticon)
Mr A is typing...
Mr A: tp dlm perancagan jgk
Mr A: huhuhu
Badrul: hahahaha

Everything U Need to Know About Fast Food

2010-08-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

It happens all the time.. No

2010-07-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

I'm here in my room just like any other days..
listening to loud music,
Just the same old song,
Everyone around me.. they are confusing me..
Maybe I want to go back to the days when everything is so simple,
I wish it was just a dream..

It was okay..

2010-07-02T12:59:00.003+08:00

I have $10. Because I love you, I'll give you $6 and even more... :)

At this moment

2010-07-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

I still don't have my life quite figured out.. haih

So Oh Oh Ohh

2010-05-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Nama saya Badrul Hisham Haris...
Allergic pada kerang, ketam dan perempuan gedik walaupun mereka bukan dari species yang sama. Takut gemuk tapi tak takut pada budak gemuk. Malas nak tulis panjang2..

Money isn’t everything

2010-05-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

It can buy bed - but not sleep

It can buy a clock - but not time

It can buy you a book - but not knowledge

It can buy you a position - but not respect

It can buy you a medicine - but not health

It can buy you blood - but not life

It can buy you sex - but not love

The Loving Husband

2010-04-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

A man had two of the best tickets for the FA Cup Final. As he sits down, another man comes along and asks if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him.

"No", he says, "the seat is empty."

"This is incredible!" said the man, "who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the FA Cup Final, the biggest sporting event of the year, and not use it?"

He says, "Well, actually, the seat belongs to me. My wife was supposed to come with me, but she passed away. This is the first Cup Final we haven't been to together since we got married."

"Oh... I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. I guess you couldn't find someone else, a friend or relative or even a neighbour to take the seat?"

The man shakes his head... "No. They're all at the funeral."

How Is Norma?

2010-03-19T15:25:00.001+08:00

A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph 's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it
possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient
is doing?"

The operator said, "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number
of the patient?"

The grandmother in her weak, tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room
302.."

The operator replied, "Let me put you on hold while I check with
the nurse's station for that room."

After a few minutes, the operator returned to the phone and said, "I have
good news. Her nurse just told me that Norma is doing well.
Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back normal and her
physician, Dr. Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged tomorrow."

The grandmother said, "Thank you.
That's wonderful. I was so worried. God bless you for the good
news."

The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?"

The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in Room 302. No one tells me shit."

A woman without her man is nothing

2010-03-18T20:15:00.001+08:00

An English professor wrote the words:

"A woman without her man is nothing"

on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly.

All of the males in the class wrote:

"A woman, without her man, is nothing."

All the females in the class wrote:

"A woman: without her, man is nothing."

Which one is true??

Divorce Dance And The Best Man

2009-12-26T13:53:00.003+08:00

Never be afraid to say what you feel..

2009-09-29T16:59:00.001+08:00

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her degree. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Author: Unknown

Time stands still

2009-09-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

"I don’t know what is happening, but I’m having feelings for you"

I would make a terrible couple counselor

2009-09-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

Capucine : Mom, I have something important to tell you.

Me : What is it ?

Capucine : Well, I was watching "Wizards of "Vavaly" Place", and that girl called Alex, she had this cute boyfriend who was funny and offered her flowers and all that. I wish I had a cute boyfriend too. Do you think I could go inside the TV and meet him?

Me : No, I'm afraid you can't. But you have a boyfriend already, don't you think he's cute?

Capucine : Yeah... but he's not funny. And he doesn't bring me flowers. If only I had magic powers, I could change him.

Me : Mmmm... Maybe you will find another boyfriend, a funny one who will give you flowers.

Capucine : Are you joking? That means I would have to LEAVE him? I CAN'T!! I LOVE HIM!!

Me : Oh, of course...

Capucine, sighing and rolling her eyes : You don't know anything about boys.

from: http://capucha.tumblr.com

Color, culture, money, beauty, borders, fame, I don't care

2009-09-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

anonymous: Zanna online!
Badrul: aku tau
anonymous: lor
anonymous: dia tak appear offline lak kat ko
Badrul: ada je online
Badrul: ko tak chat ngan dia?
anonymous: tak
anonymous: sbb aku ni membosankan
anonymous: so dia reply half way n gone
anonymous: lgpun sbb aritu dia ajak aku keluar tp aku malas
anonymous: pastu dia ajak aku pi tgk show
anonymous: tu pun aku tak pi
anonymous: haha
Badrul: hahaha
Badrul: aku dah tak chat ngan dia
Badrul: lama gile
anonymous: jgn la
anonymous: karang dia psycho
Badrul: haha
Badrul: tu la
anonymous: mcm tasha tu
anonymous: hehe
anonymous: tu belum couple lagi
anonymous: kalo dah couple terus masuk penjara
Badrul: tasha mana?
anonymous: ko ada brp byk tasha dulu??
Badrul: owh ye.. hahaha.. lupa..
anonymous: haha
anonymous: dah lupa penderitaan lepas
anonymous: bgs2

Back by popular demand

2009-09-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

Don’t mind criticism. If it is untrue, disregard it. If it is unfair, keep from irritation. If it is ignorant, smile. If it is justified, learn from it.

Welcome to medicine posting.. haih..

I'm Back!!

2009-04-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

Exam coming up in 2 weeks.. Wish me luck ;)

Dexter! No!

2009-03-29T02:05:00.000+08:00

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.

Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.

Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.

Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.

Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.

Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.

Think big anyway.

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.

Fight for a few underdogs anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.

Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.

Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.

Give the world the best you have anyway.

We can do no great things - only small things with great love.

- Mother Teresa -

Kata Dato' Cinta Itu Memang Indah

2009-03-23T21:53:00.008+08:00

"Cinta itu memang indah ye Bad" kata dato E. Bunyi macam lirik lagu, tapi bukan. Aku yang sedang asyik menguyah donut tersentak seketika dan kembali menguyah selepas beberapa saat, pura pura tak dengar apa yang deperkatakan Dato' E sebentar tadi.

Ayatnya memang indah, seindah rambut aku selepas di wax. Tapi dalam perihal cinta ni aku memang sedikit sensitif, rasa geli pun ada.
Sementara otak ligat memikirkan bagaimana cara untuk menukar topic perbualan "erm.. kadang2 memang ya, tapi selalunya tidak" aku membalas.

Dato E perlahan meletakkan sudu dan garfu di atas meja "Betul tu, bila dah mula berkepit ni susah. Kawan kawan semua dilupakan. Maklumla, dah masuk ke alam lain. Kita acar yang hina ni selalu didurhakai, diketepikan, dipinggirkan. Sibuk melayan si dara harapan" Dato berucap panjang. Aku nampak kat tangan dia pegang kertas, di bawah meja. Dia membaca je.. bukan spontan seperti aku. Memang semuanya teks yang di luahkan dari mulut beliau sudah di rancang. Padan la berbunga semacam. No wonder.

"Saya setuju sangat la tu... Saya lebih pentingkan kawan. Pasal perempuan ni, saya tak kisah la Dato. Bagi orang macam saya ni, jodoh turun dari langit. Tak perlu susah payah cari" Aku mengeluarkan hujah bernas membuatkan Dato terpinga pinga.

Ah lupa.. Aku sepatutnya study time macam ni.. bukan tulis blog!

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa..

2009-03-14T16:13:00.003+08:00

Tak perlu la aku nak tulis panjang lebar...

They say: "keep your hands off my girl!"

2009-03-09T19:03:00.014+08:00

"Kamu dah ada special girlfriend belum?" Soalan biasa yang ditanya ayah sebaik aku melangkah masuk ke dalam rumah. Dah hampir dua bulan aku tak balik, biasala.. nak jadi doktor, mesti busy.. ataupun pura2 busy walaupun tak la busy sangat sebenarnya. Dan itulah, soalan yang biasa aku dengar setiap kali pulang bercuti. Biasa la, sebagai ayah dia mesti nak tau perkembangan anak lelaki dia yang kacak ni..

"Belum lagi ayah" jawapan yang biasa aku bagi sejak setaun lalu.

"habis yang selalu sangat handphone kamu berbunyi tu siapa yang call? siapa yang sms?"ayah bertanya lagi..

"errm.. tu girls,... bukan girlfriend"

"ahh.. ayah dah penat dengar jawapan yang sama dari kamu. Takkan muka yang putih dan kacak macam kamu takde seorang pun perempuan yang jatuh hati? Sia sia la ayah wariskan muka ayah yang handsome ni kat kamu. Buat malu je" ayah merepek panjang.

"bukan macam tu ayah.. Jejaka idaman malaya macam saya kena la hati2 memilih. Masalahnya sekarang, gadis gadis yang saya suka semuanya girlfriend orang. Saya kalau boleh taknak la dilabel sebagai perampas"

Memang dah ramai lelaki terutama golongan yang kurang handsome menggelarkan aku sebagai perampas. Aku paham perasaan lelaki yan girlfriend dia jatuh hati kat lelaki lain yang lebih kacak dan berbudi pekerti macam aku. Baik aku diam je.

Tapi, dari pengamatan aku, golongan gadis2 yang punya boyfriend lebih kecewa bila berjumpa aku. Ramai yang menyesal sebab terlalu awal memilih pasangan hidup sebelum berjumpa aku.
Tu baru aku senyum palsu je, belum kenyit mata lagi...

"kamu rampas je!" ayah bercakap nada perlahan mematikan lamunan aku...

"baiklah, saya dengar nasihat ayah" aku menjawab lalu berjalan masuk ke bilik sambil bercakap telefon dengan natasha yag sejak tadi menunggu.

"U nak rampas girlfriend sape pulak lepas ni? tak cukup ke I sorang. I sanggup tinggalkan William demi u tau!" Natasha menjerit kat telefon. Geli telinga aku..

Tak hairan la, nama pun Badrul..

"u dengar ke i cakap ngan my father tadi?" aku pura2 tak faham.

"every single word darl!!!" natasha menjawab nada marah bercampur cemburu.

Aku sengaja nak sakitkan hati dia. Perempuan memang suka lelaki sakitkan hati diorang kadang2..

"U jangan la jeles sangat tasha, u patut besyukur tau i sanggup kawan dengan u. U tau tak berapa percent saham i dah jatuh sebab kawan dengan u. Ramai perempuan menderita sebab U tau"

Natasha tanpa berfikir panjang "So u jangan la biar perempuan lain pikat u k! Demi I, pleaseee!"

Pap! aku letak telefon. Malas nak layan...

Luka di kaki siapa yang tahu..

2009-03-01T11:27:00.005+08:00

Pian yang terlebih dahulu menggantung boot dan menukar profession menjadi manager tanpa sebarang alasan kukuh dikemukakan. Dan kini, giliran aku menggantung boot dan jersey merah hitam yang mirip jersey rasmi pasukan ternama. Stokin pun dah basuh dan disimpan rapi di dalam almari. Nampaknya kembang akan terhalang. Bakat bermain bola kurniaan Tuhan terpaksa di lupakan buat sementara waktu, dan semestinya disertai kekecewaan dikalangan peminat wanita dan gadis sekolah yang tak dapat melihat aku beraksi.

Aku akan kembali..

Cassava & Cheese

2009-02-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

Korang tak tengok pun takpe, aku cool je..

Aku mula meminati lagu ni sejak 17 Februari 2009 jam 9.43 pagi apabila Zahir mendendangkannya secara live di dalam dewan kuliah. Aku dah mula jatuh cinta kat lagu ni.. Aku tau korang nak kutuk aku, sebab lagu ni dah lama kan. Ye la, jejaka busy menjawab panggilan gadis2 cam aku ni mana ada masa nak dengar lagu dari negara jiran. Aku tak sangka "kawan" aku yg namanya cam artis indonesia ni pun suka lagu ni. Dia ni pun artis jugak sebenarnya. Walaupun banyak perkataan dalam lirik lagu ni yg aku tak paham, tapi "kawan" aku ni sanggup mengajar aku bahasa indonesia. Antaranya, singkong yang bermaksud ubi kayu dan jaipong mungkin dangdut, aku pun tak sure. Apa2 pun, lagu ni tetap di hati sebelum aku suka lagu lain nanti..

Pipimu di tapak kakiku..

2009-02-14T20:46:00.015+08:00

Sejak aku dituduh mencuri gunting di restoran bernama sebuah kumpulan penyanyi yang tak popular tu, aku tak lagi makan mahupun minum atau singgah lepak di situ. Mungkin ini la yang orang sebut sebagai "boikot". Tapi restoran ni bukan restoran yang menyumbang kepada Israel, jadi korang jangan la ikut sama boikot walaupun aku tau korang semua memang sayang aku dan kalau boleh nak sama2 boikot restoran kat tepi 7 eleven tu.

Dan aku perasan jugak, sejak aku tak lagi berkunjung ke restoran tu, bilangan pengunjung ke restoran tersebut dah mula berkurangan terutama dikalangan gadis2 awal 20an. Suasana dah mula lengang. Gadis gadis sekolah menengah tak payah cakap la, memang dah tak nampak muka. Patut la pakcik(pemilik restoran) tu selalu call aku.. mesti dia cuba nak menghasut aku supaya kembali bertandang ke restoran dia.. Sorry la uncle, saya tak angkat kalau lelaki call.

Untuk lunch hari ni, aku memilih untuk makan kat kedai mamak je. Aku lebih rela makan kat kedai yang pekerjanya semua tak sama warna kulit dengan aku dari makan dekat restoran yang aku dah istihar boikot tu. Lagi pun restoran dia mana bukak waktu tengah hari.

Aku merebahkan punggung muscular aku ke atas kerusi besi yang separa berkarat.
"Ane, order order" aku jerit nada perlahan
"yes boss, apa mau makan?" pekerja bangla berambut kerinting menegur.

Kat kedai mamak jgn harap la nak ada pelayan perempuan yang cun, sebab tu aku tak suka makan kat sini.
"Roti canai ada, capati ada, mee goreng ada, order la apa2 yang u suka" dia tambah lagi.
"hey ane, apa makan roti canai tgh2 hari, tak sihat lansung!" sebagai seorang bakal doktor, aku menegur.
"bagi saya roti telur satu!, sekali sekala amalkan gaya hidup tak sihat takpe" aku bercakap jujur.
Ane tu senyum je.. tapi tak comel.
"dan bagi saya milo ais ye"

Tgh sedap aku makan, tiba2 dua gadis yang tak dikenali datang menegur. Tapi cun..
"adik, boleh akak berdua duduk kat sini?" tanya gadis berambut perang.
"adik?? umur saya dah 24 la!" aku membalas tanda protes.
"upps.. sorry la awak.. kami ingat awk ni baru 18 tahun" gadis yang sorang lagi menyampuk. Dia ni tak cun sangat.. boleh la..
"ok, duduk la.. saya pun dah nak abis makan ni" aku jawab selamba, pura2 cool.

Sepanjang duduk di situ, aku senyap je, malas nak melayan. Aku dengar je apa diorang cakap. Sepatah pun aku tak jawap pertanyaan diorang. Aku tau, diorang ni takde niat lain, nampak lelaki handsome sikit mula la nak goda. Macam la takde tempat lain nak duduk dalam kedai ni. Nak jugak duduk sebelah aku.
Selesai mengisi perut six pax aku, aku terus bangun...
"Awak.... tunggu jap.. saya nak mintak nombor phone boleh?" gadis berambut perang cuba meyakinkan aku yag dia memang sgt cun. Tapi aku tak mudah terpedaya, aku dah nampak jelas mekap tebal di muka dia, tak natural lansung.
"sorry la, saya takde phone.. guna public phone je" aku menipu, dan terus melangkah macho keluar... sambil memegang handphone di tangan.

Sampai dirumah, tanpa disangka.. ada kejutan menanti. Depan rumah dah macam taman bunga.. Sape yg hantar bunga tgh2 ari ni.. banyak pulak tu. Geli mata aku tengok bunga2 ni.. tak cool lansung! Oh ya! aku lupa, harini Valentines..
Last aku sambut valentines masa aku bersama dengan Tasha dulu. Tu pun bukan aku yang nak sambut, aku memang tak suka sambut hari kekasih ni, rasa nak muntah dan pening2, apatah lagi Valentines ni memang haram di sisi agama. Tapi Tasha punya pasal, aku ikutkan jugak kehendak nafsu dia yang buas tu. Sejak berpisah dengan Tasha, aku memang dah tak mengenali erti valentines.

Tak sangka, siap ada kad ucapan bewarna pink tertulis "Badrul, walaupun U tak knal I, tapi I sentiasa memuja U dari jauh.. I memang peminat setia U. Selamat Hari Kekasih"
Memang penuh misteri... Ucapan pun tak seberapa, nasib baik ada nama aku kat situ buat ucapan tu menarik di baca...
Tanpa segan silu, aku amik bunga tu dan terus campak ke dalam tong sampah hitam di depan rumah dan terus masuk dan tidur dengan hati yang tidak selesa.

Kepada pengirim bunga, tahun depan jgn la hantar bunga lagi.. aku tak suka lansung bunga.. tolong la hantar benda lain!

Oh lupa, ada quote utk korang semua:
"biar tak pandai sifir, asalkan pandai main badminton!"

You know you're a doctor when!!

2009-02-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

1. You wake up at 6am on a weekend although you don't have work.
2. A sound of a van reversing with a beep makes you look for a phone number.
3. You feel there is something wrong if you don't have an exam coming up.
4. Can’t relax
5. Can wiz through a 300 page book in a day
6. Are sexually charged for no reason you can pinpoint!!
7. Watch scrubs and laugh at yourself.
8. Use the phrase "I am a doctor" to get away with something.
9. You are always tiered.
10. When you keep on asking for stuff that doesn't get done.
11. When you write more than a thousand words a day.
12. When you have no privacy.
13. When you look at a naked person on the beach and the first thing you notice is their appendectomy scar.
14. If you thought you have a disease you are studying about.
15. if you feel like your over worked and under paid.
16. If people call you doctor.
17. You find yourself always carrying a pen even if you're on a night out.
18. When you forget to have a haircut.
19. cannula please!!!!
20. Are expected to be in two places at the same time.
21. Are expected to know everything.
22. Are called in the middle of the night to sign a piece of paper.
23. Are dragged to the end of the world to talk to someone.
24. Are expected to smile everyday.
25. Don't understand what people mean when they talk about the "hospital smell".
26. When you can see someone's guts and think about food.
27. When you are not disgusted by the previous sentence.
28. If you can't remember what you ate they day before! but still manage to remember the blood results of every single patient you have.
29. You are always thinking about the next job.
30. Are reading this sentence!!!
31. You think green is a cool color to wear!!
32. You can sleep ( on command) on any surface, at any hour of the day!!
33. Can't spell.
34.when you find yourself dragged into a competition like a fly to a glowing light.
35.you are as mature about losing as a baby! although you hide it really well!!
36. are still reading this!! goddamn!!
37. you know how to make a very drunk person wake up in two moves or less.
38. have no sense of time, place, or matter!
39. are anal!
40. you always have something to complain about!!!

Ini rumah saya.. Rumah kamu macam ni ke??

2009-02-06T14:18:00.016+08:00

Misteri Bakul Sampah

Pagi ni aku bangun awal macam biasa.. sampai di kolej jam 7.50pagi, agak lewat dari biasa. Ye, aku memang selalu datang awal ke kolej. Sampai awal best, tak perlu berebut parking space, tak perlu kena marah dengan Pakcik Guard sebab parking kat tepi longkang, tak perlu berebut nak beli nasi lemak dan karipap kat "sudut mudah", tak perlu berebut tempat duduk dalam dewan kuliah, dan yang paling penting, tak perlu duduk atas kerusi plastik(watak picisan) atau duduk di sebelah bakul sampah(watak utama) di belakang dewan.

Aku rasa nasib aku baik hari ni.. dapat duduk kat tempat biasa. Tanpa berfikir tentang masa depan aku yang bakal gelap sekejap lagi, aku terus duduk dan main PSP(sesi warm up sebelum lecture). Jam tepat pukul 8 dan seperti diduga, Dr Bahri masuk mengambil tempat..

Splasssh!! bunyi macam orang simbah air.. tapi bukan. Semua org tergamam.. tapi aku cool je. Nota student kat atas meja depan dah berterabur Dr Bahri kerjakan. "kamu jangan nak main2 dengan saya ye!!"

Saat ni aku memang blurr abis.. sape pulak yang main dengan dia.. dan mainan apakah yang di mainkan tu?

"badrul hisham" dia panggil nama aku seperti yg tertulis dalam kertas attendance.
"saya dr!" aku menyahut dari belakang..
"bagus, saya dah agak kamu memang takkan ponteng kelas saya" dia memuji..
dan dia terus memanggil nama2 lain dalam list memastikan kehadiran mereka, "Jabir?,Kabir?, Damn smart?, Fisherman?, Pian?.. mana semua ni? memang celaka semua budak2 melayu ni!!"
Dia sambung lagi.. (memang dia sorang je yang bercakap masa ni "Zul Fahmi? mana? Mana beruk sekor ni??"
Dan dari tgh lecture hall satu suara menyahut "saya dr! tapi nama saya bukan Zul Fahmi, nama saya Zul Hadi. Dan yang lebih peting, saya bukan seekor beruk!"
Dr Bahri terdiam sepi.. mungkin malu agaknya..

Selepas 30minit sesi penuh emosi.. "arini takde lecture, suka hati kamu la nak buat ape.. nak pegi mampos pun takpe!" dan Dr Bahri melangkah gagah menuju ke pintu dah kearah tempat duduk aku.

"ni kenapa ada kerusi di sini" dia jerit sambil pandang muka aku. Aku bangun pantas alihkan kerusi yang tidak meghalang laluan dia apatah lagi menyakiti hati dia.
"bakul sampah ni kenapa ada disini??" Dr Bahri bersuara lagi.
"err.. memang makcik cleaner letak kat situ dr" aku menjawab penuh confuse.
lantas dia menengking "rumah kamu macam ni ke???" dan terus melangkah keluar tanpa rasa bersalah.

Mungkin dia tak baca blog, sebab tu dia tak tau.. dengan tindakan dia menengking aku tu boleh menyebabkan gadis2 sekolah menengah seluruh negeri Perak akan mengamuk. Nasib baik diorang busy nak exam PMR dan SPM.

Di jam yang lain pulak...

"hey bad! jom la makan, tak payah layan la minah tu!" mereka bersuara
"relax la bro! aku dah kenyang kena marah" aku jawab selamba..

Dari saat itu...

Pian mula menjadi pelukis komik,
Dr Bahri hilang ntah ke mana,
Aku pulak sedar yang aku masih junior,
Dan junior kena la tunduk bila lalu depan senior(pemikiran zaman ortodoks)
Dan nanti bila aku dah jadi senior, aku perlu la buli junior untuk menunjukkan yang aku ni seorang senior (tak penah di ajar di mana mana universiti di dunia)
Dan hari ni di kenali sebagai "BAD DAY!" dan akan disambut setiap tahun di kolej.
Lagu tema, "Bad day" nyanyian Daniel Powter, lirik gubahan sendiri.

Persoalannya kini...

2009-02-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

Relax la.. Jangan la emo!!

Aku kah yang bersalah?

2009-02-03T18:00:00.008+08:00

Hari ni, macam biasa.. aku makan sorang2 lagi..

"hye adik handsome, nak makan ape?" kakak berbaju kurung merah tegur aku. Dia ni pelayan kat restoran depan taman perumahan aku. Kat restoran ni, smua pekerja dia panggil aku adik handsome termasuk la perkerja lelaki.. tapi bila laki ni, aku rasa seram la skit..

"errmm... bagi saya teh ais" aku jawab, mematikan lamunan kakak tu yg asyik pandang muka aku je..

"adik, akak tanya nak makan ape, bukan minum" dia cuba berjenaka..

"ye la kakak.. saya nak order la ni.. saya nak nasik ayam la" aku jawab dengan muka serius tanpa gelak.
"dan make sure teh ais tu sedap macam selalu" aku tambah lagi..
kakak tu senyum je dan terus berlalu..

15minit kemudian, order aku pun sampai...teh ais dia sedap macam selalu. Aku senyum kat kakak tu dan sempat cakap terima kasih.

"adik, gunting kat kedai ni hilang semalam" kakak tadi bercakap dengan nada perlahan dan terus berlalu tinggalkan aku..

aku tak sempat nak cakap ape2.. tapi dalam hati aku cakap, "apa kaitan gunting hilang ngan aku? kakak ni takde berita lain ke nak sampaikan.. ah.. biar la dia.. aku nak makan dulu"

dah selesai makan aku pun dengan penuh yakin melangkah ke kaunter utk bayar.. kat kaunter makcik berbaju hitam sedia menanti.. dari jauh lagi dia dah senyum menampakkan gigi dia yg berlubang skit kat bagahian depan..

aku keluarkan note RM10 n bagi kat dia...
" eh makcik, kenapa balance 50sen je?" aku bertanya dengan sopan sebab tak puas hati ngan balance yg dia bagi kat aku.. takkan nasi ayam dgn teh ais sampai RM9.50, tak logic!

"adik, kan semalam gunting kat kedai ni hilang, adik jgn buat2 tak tahu"-makcik tadi bersuara
"nasi ayam RM4, Teh ais RM1.20, Gunting RM4.30.. jadi betul la baki 50sen" makcik tu menambah lagi..

"tapi makcik, kenapa saya yang kena bayar harga gunting hilang tu?" aku tanya dengan muka confuse

"kan kamu makan kat sini semalam, lepas kamu balik gunting tu hilang.. jadi kamu kena bayar" makcik tu menjelaskan dengan penuh yakin.

Apakah smua ni? kenapa aku jadi suspek curi gunting kat kedai makan? dah tak betul agaknya orang2 kat kedai ni..

"saya nak jumpe tauke kedai!" aku bersuara dengan nada agak tinggi tapi masih sopan..
"makcik la tauke kedai ni adik.." selamba makcik tu jawab...

"ppooff!" macam super hero yang lain.. dengan pantas aku menghilangkan diri.. dan penuh hampa..

Relax la.. Jangan Panik ft. Happening kah begini?

2009-02-01T14:25:00.006+08:00

Relax la.. korang jangan panik, aku cuma tukar template je... Yeah! betul aku masih belum serik menggunakan template free... bukan kena bayar kan.. so tukarlah sesuka hati, walaupun aku bukan suka sgt nak tukar2 template ni... Jadi, korang semua x payah la panik n pura2 tak knal aku pulak...

oh , lupa.. post ni bukan nak cerita pasal template... aku nak cerita sikit pasal happening nya rumah aku sekarang.. Ada pusat karaoke baru bukak. Sebelum ni ada panggung wayang n satu je pusat karaoke.. sekarang dah jadi dua pusat karaoke n satu wayang.. hebat kan?

"is it always silent like this?" dia bertanya....
"oh yeah, we always busy n have no time for entertainments (kononye la)"- aku selamber je jawab...
eh, dia ni tak pandai cakap bahasa melayu ke? takpe... layan je la..
"dekat indonesia students selalu buat bising malam2.. tak senyap begini"- dia cakap lagi...
tapi aku kurang paham maksud dia sebab dia cakap bahasa melayu..

Arini baru aku paham...
dan ari ni aku terpaksa menahan telinga setiap kali keluar dari bilik, dengar dia kaore lagu2 indon.. nasib baik suara dia sedap la jugak walaupun takleh nak lawan suara aku...
tiba2.. suara tu ilang n tup2 dia dah ada kat sebelah aku...
aku pun tegur la "eh.. sedap suara kamu menyanyi tadi"
"oh, tapi saya dengar kamu menyanyi semalam lagi sedap, macam artis.. saya ingatkan radio" dia puji aku... bunyi macam ikhlas..

Dan di saat tu jugak aku tersedar, aku dah dapat dosa free sebab menipu, dan dia dapat pahala sebab bercakap benar dan memuji dengan ikhlas.

Note:
Pusat karaoke 1: Jiran sebelah rumah-mendendangkan lagu2 cina kuno zaman maharaja Zheu Cheng Bi(bukak weekend je)
Pusat karaoke 2: Tingkat 3 rumah aku-mendendangkan lagu2 indon sahaja (bila-bila masa dia rasa nak nyanyi)
Panggung Wayang: Tingkat 2 Umah aku atau lebih tepat lagi bilik fairuz(nama sebenar)-bukak pukul 6 pagi dan kadang2 bertukar jadi disco..

Why Ladies today are still single?

2009-01-30T21:46:00.007+08:00

Tadi aku bukak email, saje nak check bill maxis.. then ternampak satu mail yg di forward ntah dari sape.. tajuk dia macam menarik.. jadi nak kongsi ngan korang semua.. kalau korang taknak baca pun takpe.. aku cool je..

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

Tanya bola! Tanya Bola!

2009-01-21T23:17:00.007+08:00

"Tanya bola! tanya bola!" itulah jeritan goal keeper team kami merangkap coach yang dapat aku dengar dengan jelas... sebab aku main di posisi full back. Aku pun kurang pasti apa maksud dia.. tapi aku tak peduli la... terus je main..
kat ujung padang tu ada 2 orang gadis cun tgh pandang aku yg sedang fokus dan pura2 tak perasan kehadiran mereka..

Game kali ni pasukan phase 1b menentang phase 1a.. macam biasa la, aritu dah dua kali kalah & kedua dua game tu aku tak main sebab ada urusan lain yang lebih penting.
Sampai je kat padang, masa sesi warm up tu aku dah nampak apa punca2 kekalahan team aku nih..

Ye.. jawapannya sudah pasti la.. diorang ni nak sepak bola ke kiri tapi bola tu bukan ke kanan malah tak bergerak pun.. sepak pun tak kena! apa ni???
kat depan goal zahir dah jerit gembira sebab aku datang
"kali ni kita pasti menang sebab Bad main" kata Zahir dengan penuh yakin..
agak bangga jugak aku time tu.. tapi aku senyap je.. control macho.. sebab gadis dua orang tu still tgh pandang aku...

Keputusan berakhir dengan kedua dua pasukan terikat seri 2 sama.. ingat nak sambung masa tambahan tapi dah azan Maghrib... takpe! next week kita lawan lagi! Tadi tu aku main 1st half je.. sape suruh korang pijak kaki aku.. dah injured..

Kesimpulannya.. semua orang salahkan pian sebab masa 1st half tu dah leading 2-0, bila pian masuk je tup tup dah 2 sama... pian.. pian..
"tanya bola la wei!" keeper terus menjerit...

Blog oh blog...

2009-01-20T18:40:00.003+08:00

Tak tau dah jadik ape ngan template before ni.. tiba2 semua pic dalam template tu bertukar kepada pic yg tertulis "upgrade to pro!"
maksudnya template yg digunakan sebelum ni trial ke? Ni la dia.. penipuan di lama web.. aritu masa download cakap free.. xde plak cakap Free to try.. or trial version ke... janji palsu mu btul la pembuat template ni..
takpe la.. aku tukar ke template yg btul2 free dari blogger... aman...

Instructions For Life

2009-01-18T15:04:00.003+08:00

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three Rs: respect for self, respect for others and responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abando

I'm too busy. Oh really!

2009-01-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

I'm too busy - I don't want to
I'm too busy - I'm overwhelmed
I'm too busy - Go Away
I'm too busy - I'm confused
I'm too busy - And you're not!

err.. i'm not busy actually, just tired & need some rest! This is the 1st weekend after whole week full of brain breaking lectures. Luckily got some good news, I passed the last exam! :) It's a miracle..

Forever is only as long as today

2009-01-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

Do not take anything as being forever, because forever is only as long as today.
Know that the people who are the richest are not those who have the most, but those who need the least.
That we are at our strongest when life is at its worst, and at our weakest when life no longer offers a challenge.
That it is wiser not to expect, but to hope, for in expecting you ask for disappointment, whereas in hoping, you invite surprise.
That unhappiness doesn't come from not having something you want, but from the lack of something inside that you need.
That there are things to hold and things to let go, and letting go doesn't mean you lose, but that you acquire that which has been waiting around the corner.
Most of all ... remember to use your dreams as a way of knowing yourself better, and as an inspiration to reach for your star.

Photo by: Roy on FlickR

25 Perkara Menarik Tentang Perempuan

2008-12-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

1. Jangan kedekut dengan perempuan tetapi ingat..anda bukan di perbuat daripada duit .
2. Jika anda muda , kacak dan tiada duit dia hanya cintakan ketampanan anda.
3. Jika anda tua boyak tetapi ada duit , dia hanya cintakan wang anda.
4. Pilih wanita cantik sebab anda akan pandang dia siang malam setiap hari.
5. Di mulut TIDAK di hati YA.
6. Jangan jadi angau kerana perempuan , tidak berbaloi.
7. Hidup bukan untuk perempuan.
8. Lemah lembut tidak bererti wanita idaman.
9. Cepat perasan.
10. Tentukan anda mengawal mereka.
11. Sergah dia sekali sekala supaya dia kenal langit tinggi rendah.
12. Boleh menghanyutkan dan membebankan.
13. Emosional dan tidak rasional.
14. Suka cemburu tapi melenting kalau dicemburui.
15. Panik di waktu kecemasan dan mudah mengelabah.
16. Jimat dan boros dalam satu masa.
17. Suka membandingkan antara satu sama lain.
18. Cepat terpengaruh dengan iklan dan hasutan.
19. Suka berpegang kepada prinsip yang longgar.
20. Ingin selalu di puji.
21. Suka memperbesarkan perkara remeh.
22. Cepat terpengaruh dengan cinta.
23. Tidak fikir panjang/Pendek akal.
24. Suka mengambil jalan singkat untuk menyelesaikan masalah.
25. Manja dan ingin diberi perhatian.

p/s: betul ke wanita sekalian?

The One(Part 5)

2008-12-14T23:37:00.011+08:00

Life is a dark road, u never really know what's up ahead... One night u cruising along enjoying the ride and all of the sudden.. u 23..actually.. my 23rd birthday wasn't so bad..well except for my family member was busy with my sister engagement which is a great story....still, u know another year older... and i'm still single...

I realized why I still single.. i'm picky,I'm not going to settle. If i'm about to have a relationship or to marry someone.. she has to be perfect.. What's perfect?
Well... I've got the list..educated,attractive,smart, funny and... another 100 characteristics that i'm not going to write it here. I'm never gonna find this girl, exactly! So I'll just
going to wait for her to come to me.. I am done trying to plan the unplanable
Faith going to take care of it... ;)

Some pics of the day:-

My sister engagement

My purpose

2008-12-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

To be a little kindlier

With the passing of each day;

To leave but happy memories

As I go along my way.

To use possessions that are mine

In service full and free;

To sacrifice the trivial things

For larger good to be.

To give of love in lavish way

That friendship true may live;

To be less quick to criticize,

More ready to forgive.

To use such talents as I have

That happiness may grow;

To take the bitter with the sweet,

Assured 'tis better so.

To be quite free from self-intent

Whate'er the task I do;

To help the world's faith stronger grow,

In all that's good and true.

To keep my faith in God and right

No matter how things run;

To work and play and pray and trust

Until the journey's done.

God grant to me the strength of heart,

Of motive and of will,

To do my part and falter not

His purpose to fulfill.

- Poem by Ms. Henrietta Heron -

I am Busy doing nothing... :)

2008-12-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

Post kali ni nak cerita sikit tentang hidup saya dua tiga ari lepas sepanjang cuti..
Selepas tamat SSM project aritu.. saya bercuti selama dua minggu... Sekarang ni pun masih lagi dalam minggu terakhir cuti sebelum mula klas pada 9 December akan datang.. huh... raya aji cuti sehari je... berikut summary perjalan cuti saya... :)

Mula bercuti...
SSM tamat pada 21 November 2008 dan ramai dah mula balik kampung pada ari tersebut. Tapi saya memilih utk pulang pada ari berikutnya sebab nak kemas2 bilik n nak basuh baju yg banyak x basuh lagi... Masa SSM sgt busy dan x sempat nak selesaikan keja2 umah. Malam 21 November tu sempat jugak pegi main futsal dgn rakan sekelas yg belum pulang...

Cuti yang bosan
22 November lebih kurang pukul 5.30 petang, saya selamat sampai dirumah.
Perjalanan agak mencabar sebab hujan lebat, tapi alhamdulillah selamat sampai.
Bermula 22 November sehingga 1 December, saya cuma berada dirumah dan lansung tak keluar dari rumah...Ni rekod baru.. duduk dalam rumah paling lama...
Sgt bosan sebab kat rumah cuma ada ayah, ibu dan saya... adik2 saya Ke JB rumah kakak. Huh...

SSM Feedback Meeting
1 December, saya betolak balik ke Ipoh untuk SSM Feedback meeting pada keesokan harinya 2 December. Meeting ni utk kasi feedback atas research project yang telah saya present pada 21 November lalu.. Feedback meeting tu cuma 30 minit je.. :P

Nak ke Pulau Redang?
Pada 2 December, setelah tamat Feedback meeting, saya dan kawan2 sebenarnya telah merancang untuk ke pulau redang untuk mengahabiskan sisa2 cuti ni... Plan sejak sebulan lepas.. tapi malangnya sekarang musim tengkujuh, jadi plan terpaksa dibatalkan.

Main Futsal yg paling memenatkan
Malam tu (2 December) kami bermain futsal di taman polo sampai pukul 12.30 tgh malam.. semua sgt xde stamina sebab dah lama x bersukan. Diorang cakap, ni "sizzling effect" . Sebab sebelum main futsal tu, kitaorng makan malam dekat sebuah restoran cina di Kenny Garden. Semua makan sizzling mee... Rasanya sebab sizzling me tu kot smua cepat penat....hehehe... Lepas main futsal, macam biasa la.. ke Vanggey Greentown utk minum 100 plus...

Jom ke Lost World
Memandangkan rancangan ke pulau redang dah batal... jadi rakan2 mencadangkan plan ganti utk ke Lost World Tambun. Last minute plan... dan kami ke Lost world tambun Pagi tadi, 3 December... best jugak.... main kat situ sampai semua pening kepala... dari start lost world tu bukak sampai la dia buat announcement dah nak tutup..
Ok la.. at least ada jugak plan kitaorang yg menjadi.. hehehe
Sebelum ke Lost World, kami ke Vanggey Old Town utk makan... Hah, malang sikit arini.. kereta saya kena langgar. Nasib baik takde apa2.. walaupun pelanggaran tu agak kuat... Lain kali reverse tgk cermin belakang la encik yg budiman...

Besok ke JB
Besok(4 December) pagi saya ke JB untuk amik kakak saya... dan sambung cuti smpai Aidiladha.

p/s: Salam Aidiladha Semua! :)

13 Mistakes...

2008-12-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

1. To attempt to set up your own standard of right and wrong.
2. To try to measure the enjoyment of others by your own.
3. To expect uniformity of opinions in the world.
4. To fail to make allowance for inexperience.
5. To endeavor to mold all dispositions alike.
6. Not to yield on unimportant trifles.
7. To look for perfection in our own actions.
8. To worry ourselves and others about what can't be remedied.
9. Not to help everybody whereever, however, and whenever we can.
10. To consider impossible what we cannot ourselves perform.
11. To believe only what our finite minds can grasp.
12. Not to make allowances for the weakness of others.
13. To estimate by some outside quality when it is that within which makes the most.

- Author unknown -

I've learned that...

2008-11-20T08:35:00.006+08:00

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down may be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that I'm getting more and more like my grandma, and I'm kinda happy about it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it.
I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.
I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get further in life.
I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control.
I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I've learned that no matter how fast or how far you go, you can't outrun God.
I've learned that no matter how far away I've been, He'll always welcome me back.
I've learned that love is not for me to keep, but to pass on to the next person I see.
I've learned that even if you do the right thing for the wrong reason, it's still the wrong thing to do."
- Author unknown -

Winners and Losers

2008-11-04T23:04:00.005+08:00

"The Winner is always part of the answer; The Loser is always part of the problem.¨

"The Winner always has a program; The Loser always has an excuse.¨

"The Winner says, "Let me do it for you"; The Loser says, "That is not my job."¨

"The Winner sees an answer for every problem; The Loser sees a problem for every answer.¨

"The Winner says, "It may be difficult but it is possible"; The Loser says, "It may be possible but it is too difficult."¨

"When a Winner makes a mistake, he says, "I was wrong"; When a Loser makes a mistake, he says, "It wasn't my fault."¨

"A Winner makes commitments; A Loser makes promises.¨

"Winners have dreams; Losers have schemes.¨

"Winners say, "I must do something"; Losers say, "Something must be done."¨

"Winners are a part of the team; Losers are apart from the team.¨

"Winners see the gain; Losers see the pain.¨

"Winners see possibilities; Losers see problems.¨

"Winners believe in win-win; Losers believe for them to win someone has to lose.¨

"Winners see the potential; Losers see the past.¨

"Winners are like a thermostat; Losers are like thermometers.¨

"Winners choose what they say; Losers say what they choose.¨

"Winners use hard arguments but soft words; Losers use soft arguments but hard words.¨

"Winners stand firm on values but compromise on petty things; Losers stand firm on petty things but compromise on values.¨

"Winners follow the philosophy of empathy: "Don't do to others what you would not want them to do to you"; Losers follow the philosophy, "Do it to others before they do it to you."¨

"Winners make it happen; Losers let it happen."

So, are u winner or looser? :P

2008-10-31T10:26:00.005+08:00

Sekadar Berkongsi..

Bersedekahlah kepada orang lain lebih daripada yang mereka perlukan dan lakukanlah dengan penuh kerelaan.

Kahwinilah lelaki / wanita yang gemar anda berbicara dengannya, kerana kemahiran berbicara antara satu dengan lain akan menjadi lebih penting pabila usia semakin tua.

Usahlah mempercayai segala perkara yang anda dengari.

Berbelanjalah sekadar apa yang ada atau tidurlah seberapa lama yang anda perlu

Apabila kamu berkata, “ Aku Cinta Padamu”, maka tunaikanlah.

Pabila mengatakan, “Maaf”, tenunglah matanya.

Bertunanglah sekurang-kurangnya enam bulan sebelum kamu diijabkabulkan.

Percayailah cinta pandang pertama.

Usah tertawakan impian orang lain. Manusia tanpa impian tidak memiliki apa-apa.

Cintailah seseorang dengan sepenuh hati dan penuh kasih sayang. Sungguhpun anda akan berasa seolah-olah diri anda tersiksa, tapi percayalah itulah satu-satunya untuk melengkapkan kehidupan ini.

Jika berlaku perselisihan pendapat, bertengkarlah secara aman. Usahlah menyebut nama sesiapa ketika bertengkar.

Usahlah menilai seseorang berdasarkan peribadi keluarga mereka.

Berbicaralah dengan tenang dan berfikirlah dengan pantas.

Apabila seseorang bertanyakan satu soalan yang tidak anda gemari, lontarkanlah senyuman dan bertanyalah padanya,”Kenapa anda ingin tahu?”

Ingatlah bahawa setiap cinta dan pencapaian yang besar akan melibatkan pengorbanan dan risiko yang besar.

Ucaplah “Semoga anda diberkati” apabila mendengar seseorang bersin.

Apabila anda kerugian, janganlah jadi kurang ajar.

Berpeganglah kepada tiga R:
– Rasa hormat pada diri sendiri;
– Rasa hormat kepada orang lain;
– Rasa tanggungjawab terhadap semua tindakan anda

Usahlah benarkan pertikaian yang sebesar hama merosakkan sebuah persahabatan yang besar.

Apabila menyedari bahawa anda telah melakukan kesalahan, usahlah berlengah untuk perbetulkan kesalahan itu.

Tersenyumlah ketika menjawab telefon. Pemanggil akan melihatnya daripada suara yang mereka dengar.

Ada ketikanya anda perlu bersendirian

Have a nice day! ;)

The One (Part 4)

2008-10-30T12:34:00.007+08:00

I logged on to my Friendster page just now and guess what I found. I found this sentence “You may want to be alone, but that's not possible now. Solo time will come soon.” That was actually the horoscope but seriously, what does it means? Hah, sometimes I’m kind of fall with this horoscope things but then, this sentence really creepy. I’m not “might want to be alone” dude… I’m alone. Whoever wrote that horoscope please… make it fit with everyone…. Hehehehe.

This horoscope made me remember a story about my life. I told you, I think a lot… heh. This wonderful small brain never stops thinking. But I’m not making a good decision to write this down here in my blog because I know you guys want me to stop writing about “The One”. The same story over and over again, well…. this is not the same story. It’s totally different.

I don’t really remember what I wrote on previous part (Part 1-3) but here I am…
Thinking about that horoscope, I thought about how opening myself up to another person usually means opening myself up to be a little crazy and I thought about how much easier it was just to be alone. Yes… it is way easier. I don’t have to be crazy, mad, jealous, paranoids like those in relationship always experienced.

Crazy, jealous, paranoid….This is how people act in relationship… and that’s why I avoid relationship... for now… because I’m not ready for any of this to happen to me ever again. You’ll absolutely go crazy when you’re in relationship. It always happened that small little things give you the big shadows. The shadows are not part of relationships but you are sitting under that big shadow and suddenly your world has become a dark room. The love that made you all believed in love…. that’s dead now…. And here comes the question, somebody asked me again… “Why you even fall in love with her?” Silly question… to fall in love, we don’t need reasons… it just happen buddy… and if you find any reason why you fell in love with somebody, that’s not love. Trust me!

But then of course I might have some reasons to prove the fact that I’m in love. I fell in love because she was smart, beautiful and fun. So now she is stupid, and ugly and boring? Of course not… It’s complicated. Everything about me is complicated. And I just don’t know why it happened…

I don't think anyone ever imagine when they start dating somebody, they'll part of 46% that doesn't live happily ever after. And I’m part of that statistic value… I mean us… long time ago… And it happened that sometimes, no matter how carefully you plan the playlist, there’s no right tract (The One) and I just go with it.. It’s called life. It’s a good feeling when you find the right tract (The One) to go with your days. Wish you are not part of that 46% and have a great day! ;)

The One (Part 3)

2008-10-24T22:25:00.005+08:00

When you meet someone special, suddenly life is full of first. First movie watching together, the first dinner, first anniversary and all the first romantic moments. But here’s the problem, moments past and working just around the corner from those moments, the cruel, hard to accept bastard… name’s REALITY.

And so, back in the time when I had a girlfriend, reality was the enemy and I have to accept it. In fact, all of you should realize that we can’t run from reality…It’s a fate and controlled by universe and I am nobody to piss off the universe. So, we broke up… You maybe for some reasons want to feel bad about the broke up things….well don’t! Not every story has a happy ending. And this is my story that doesn’t have the happy ending part. But actually it is not unhappy; it is more to “this is what happened”.

You might want to ask me “why”? Well, the answer is right here… I don’t know! and I don’t have any explanation for this complicated thing. Isn't it weird? Maybe it sounds a little bit weird but sometimes, something just can’t be explained. And the best answer I can give when people ask me is… “She’s not the one” .

And the ending of that relationship lead me to my life now, a happy never ending moment that I enjoyed everyday. I believed she and I met for a reason. And this broke up thing happened for a reason. And Allah will always give the best for me…for my life. And this is the best… and it makes my life worth living…

p/s: Don’t be afraid of realities, it will always lead you to something interesting in your life later.. :)

The One(Part 2)

2008-10-23T20:04:00.006+08:00

Someone SMSed me last night and she asked me a question sounds something like this:

Someone: What do you think if a guy aged 30, has a good career, rich and handsome not getting married yet? Is he a gay or something?

My answer was: Erm… I think he’s really busy-typed of guy or maybe he didn’t find any suitable women for him yet. For me also, maybe I won’t get married until 30 (well.. just kidding, I will get married if I find someone perfect for me at any age in my life) And that’s all.

But after a while, I keep on thinking bout this… deeper and deeper. Will this happen to me?
U see…. there are about 23 million people here in Malaysia. I considered half of them are women, so there are about 11.5 million women in Malaysia. Of course I want to meet somebody around my age so probably 35% of them are around my aged. So it leaves me with 4.025 million women. 78% of those are already in relationships and now there are only about 800000 available.

Ermm… 800000…. plenty of fish in the sea…. but wait… I have to eliminate half for intelligence, sense of humor and compatibility and I have to take out the ex girlfriend, and relatives and not to forget those lesbians. And also eliminate those non muslim… and after so much of calculation… surprisingly it leaves me with only 10-20 women that really compatible. Where are these women? I don’t know where there are. I probably want to feel bad about it….well no I don’t. There are new women turning 18 everyday….and that is the good news. ;)

After all.. I learned something valuable….and important…that love is not a science. U see, sometimes in life u just have to accept that certain thing can’t be explain and that’s kind of scary. Love is not a science. You can’t calculate the feeling. If it is love then, we can’t explain. It just happens. I know someday “the one” will come into my life. How do I know? I don’t know..but I believe. It will happen.

Ps/: hoh, next time please… never ask me this type of questions again…I’m thinking a lot.. hehehe. :)

The One

2008-10-22T16:57:00.011+08:00

Everybody thought that love is always wonderful thing in life. Falling in love with somebody, being a couple for 2 to 3 years then settle down and then get married and have children… and you thought that ur life has just begin. But I know now that's life never that simple.

I’m not a commitment guy, I'm a single guy. I like being single… doing a usual single guy things.. Being a couple is hard, committing, making sacrifices.. it’s hard. But if it's the right person then it is easy. Looking at that girl and knowing she's the only one you one in ur life, that should be the easiest thing in the world and if its not like that, then she's not the one.

How could I possibly know that she is the one for me? I don’t have any idea.. for this, I let the heart decides for me… later. Maybe destiny can decides who I meet in my life..but then I realized, only my heart can decides who gets to stay in my life. So, I’ll treasure the one..n live life without regrets. ;)

Attitude

2008-10-17T23:17:00.005+08:00

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.
It is more important that the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.
The remarkable thing is - we have a choice every day of our lives regarding the attitude we embrace for that day.
We cannot change our past.
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I’m convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you.
We are in charge of our attitudes.

2008-10-07T13:50:00.008+08:00

Law of The Seed

Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, each with ten seeds. That's a lot of seeds. We might ask, "Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more trees ?

"Nature has something to teach us here. It's telling us: "Most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once.

This might mean:

You'll contact ten prospects to get one order.

You'll attend twenty interviews to get one job.

You'll interview forty people to find one good employee.

You'll talk to fifty people to sell one house, car, vacuum cleaner, insurance policy, or idea.

And you might meet a hundred acquaintances to find one special friend.

When we understand the "Law of the Seed", we don't get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. Laws of Nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them - and work with them.

Successful people fail more often. They plant more seeds.

When Things Are beyond Your Control, Here's a recipe for permanent misery:

a) Decide how you think the world SHOULD be.

b) Make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.

Then, when the world doesn't obey your rules, get angry! That's what miserable people do!

Let's say you expect that:

- Friends SHOULD return favors.

- People SHOULD appreciate you.

- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.

- Everyone SHOULD be honest.

- Your spouse SHOULD remember your birthday.

These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won't happen! So you end up frustrated and disappointed.

There's a better Strategy !! Have fewer demands. Instead, have preferences!

For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself: "I WOULD PREFER "A", BUT IF "B" HAPPENS, IT'S OK TOO!" This is really a game that you play in your head. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind.

You prefer that people are polite .. But when they are rude, it doesn't ruin your day.

You prefer sunshine ... but rain is ok!

To become happier, we either need to a) Change the world, or b) Change our thinking.

It is easier to change our thinking!

IN A NUTSHELL, it's not what happens to you that determines your happiness. It's how many opportunities you create for winning and how you think about what happens to you that does!

2008-10-07T13:29:00.004+08:00

Right Now...
Somebody is very proud of you.
somebody is thinking of you.
somebody is caring about you.
somebody misses you.
somebody wants to talk to you.
somebody wants to be with you.
somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
somebody wants to hold your hand.
somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
somebody wants you to be happy.
somebody wants you to find him/her.
somebody is celebrating your successes.
somebody wants to give you a gift.
somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
somebody hopes you're not too cold, or not too hot
somebody wants to hug you.
somebody loves you.
somebody admires your strength.
somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
somebody thinks the world of you.
somebody wants to protect you.
somebody would do anything for you.
somebody wants to be forgiven.
somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.
somebody wants to laugh with you.
somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.
somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.
somebody values your advice.
somebody wants to tell you how much they care.
somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
somebody wants to hold you in their arms.
somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.
somebody treasures your spirit.
somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you.
somebody praises God for your friendship and love.
somebody can't wait to see you.
somebody loves you for who you are.
somebody loves the way you make them feel.
somebody wants to be with you.
somebody wants you to know they are there for you.
somebody's glad that you're their friend.
somebody wants to be your friend.
somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.
somebody is alive because of you.
somebody is wishing that you had noticed them.
somebody wants to get to know you better.
somebody misses your advice/guidance.
somebody has faith in you.
somebody trusts you.
somebody needs you to send them this list.
somebody needs your support.
somebody needs you to have faith in them.
somebody will cry when they read this.
somebody needs you to let them be your friend.
somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.

Pursuit Of Happiness

2008-10-06T21:54:00.008+08:00

We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage.

We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges.

It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life."

This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time... and remember that time waits for no one...

So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, until you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until fall, until winter, until you are off welfare, until the first or fifteenth, until your song comes on, until you've had a drink, until you've sobered up, until you die, until you are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy...

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.Let's have a great journey! ;)

2008-10-06T13:13:00.001+08:00

Ten Rules

1. Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.
2. Never trouble another for what you can do yourself.
3. Never spend your money before you have it.
4. Never buy what you do not want because it is cheap; it will never be dear to you.
5. Pride costs us more than hunger, thirst, and cold.
6. Never repent of having eaten too little.
7. Nothing is troublesome that we do willingly.
8. Don't let the evils which have never happened cost you pain.
9. Always take things by their smooth handle.
10. When angry, count to ten before you speak; if very angry, count to one hundred.

Dear Someone XOXOX

2008-10-06T13:05:00.002+08:00

It's kind of hard for me to say, but…
I'll try my best to tell you the rest.
Although, I might choke...
But, I'm stubborn so I'll keep on tellin'

Your face and words are in my mind at all times,
I try my best to shake them away, they won't go.
I can't concentrate, however much I try...
I can't, I won't...I don't want to.

I don't ever want to miss a moment...but I do...
It hurts so bad when I do...
But somehow you know and you make up for it.
How you can read my mind I'll never know...

I can't get you off my mind... we were meant to be...

There's so much going through my mind I'm not sure how to tell it all...
but as I said before...
I'll try my best to tell you the rest.

Often times I can't sleep because you're words are right there
in my mind as fresh as the second you said them.
I never want them to leave.

You give me just enough to keep on going.
You're treating me so right I don't know what
wrong is anymore but, that's just fine with me.

If you ever need someone just the right size to
hold when you're down or even happy as could be
I'd be happy to just keep you company
or anything at all that you would need...I'm here
for you...all you have to do is call and I'll say
"Yes...I'm here for you!"

Your smile is enough to put me on cloud
nine for the rest of my life and longer.

If you need someone to hold just let me know...
I'll be there before you can even say my name.
Maybe I can't be there all the
time but, my spirit will be with you.

My Photo Album

2008-09-27T01:01:00.005+08:00

Album 1 : Misc

Album 2: SSM 2008

About Me!

2008-09-25T01:08:00.009+08:00

Name: Badrul Hisham Haris
D.O.B: 15 Disember 1985
Hometown: Baling, Kedah
Current Location: Ipoh, Perak
Schools: Sekolah Kebangsaan Pulai(1992-1997),
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Baling(1998-2000),
MRSM Kuantan(2001-2002)
College: Kolej MARA Kulim(2003-2004)
University: Universiti Putra Malaysia UPM(2004-2007) - Bc Sc Biomedical,
Universiti Kuala Lumpur Royal College Of Medicine Perak UniKL RCMP (2007-Present) - Bachelor of Medicine & Surgery(MBBS)
eMail: lou_ie85@yahoo.com
YM: lou_ie85

My Contact

2008-09-24T02:01:00.001+08:00

My Videos

2008-09-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

Sambutan Kemerdekaan RCMP 2008

Videos by: Zarul Ikram Zahari

My Medical World

2008-09-22T02:27:00.001+08:00